I know that I haven't posted here in a while, and I hope you'll forgive me. It feels like life has gotten in the way, but to be honest, I was running from this project of mine. It started as a way for me to blog and connect with you in a way to help you understand the meaning of peace and refreshing.
See, God gave me the idea for a short devotional book based on the posts on this blog. I didn't want to write because it's something that's completely new for me. How can I write about something with authority and hope that it stikes a cord with someone? But see, it's not my job to connect with someone about their life. My job is to write what God tells me to because HE KNOWS how to connect with that someone. So, I've had to learn a valuable lesson, and I have to blog and finish my book. THAT is my job.
If you've stuck with me this far, I commend you. It's been an amazing and eye-opening journey for me, and I hope that it has for you as well.
So, let's get on to what this post will be about today. Realizing who you are in Christ.
Who are we? How do we see ourselves? I guarantee that the way you see yourself now is much different than the way God sees us.
Let me show you. If I were to describe myself, I'd probably tell you that I'm overweight, have adult acne that drives me insane, and I have frizzy hair that I cannot tame. What image does that strike with you? Definitely not one that puts off a GOOD image of me, right? In all honesty, I am overweight, and I do deal with adult acne, but my face isn't covered with it. I'm not ugly because of my weight, and although my hair is frizzy, I love my brunette curls. I am not an ugly woman, and please do not take that conceitedly. Let me tell you why I say that about myself. God said I was beautiful.
He did. He told me that I was beautiful because I was HIS DAUGHTER!! I am a daughter of Christ, and as His daughter, I walk in His authority. I'm a princess. (He told me that too.) I walk with authority, and a princess doesn't walk with her shoulders slumped and letting the world's views of what she looks like bring her down. No. Just because she doesn't fit the standards of the world's view of true beauty doesn't mean she isn't beautiful. God told her she's beautiful so she walks with that affirmation in her heart.
See, we shouldn't care what the world thinks about us. I don't. I know that God says I'm beautiful, so I listen to Him. He's told me that I'm His princess, so I walk with that authority. God told me that He is preparing my future, so I walk knowing that My God is taking care of me. What else do I need? I certainly don't need the lies of the devil and this world to bring me down and make me think that God's worth isn't something. I'm holding out for God's promises, and I'm not looking back.
Sunday evening at church, I overheard a young girl of ten or eleven talking about her weight. She said that she was fat for her age. I called her over and said, "Honey, listen to me. I don't want to hear you talking about yourself like that. You certainly aren't fat, and you are a beautiful young woman. So please, don't call yourself that because if you say it enough, you'll start believing it."
I know this from experience. I called myself fat from the very first day that I heard others say that I was, and although I am overweight, I kept that "fat" attitude stuck in my head, never believing I was pretty enough or good enough for anyone else. What I didn't know or want to believe was that it didn't matter. Who needs negative people in their lives? Certainly not me! I've cut ties with people who can't see me for my true worth which is God's Child. They don't need a place in my life, and they don't need a place in yours either.
I encourage you today, look in the mirror and say, "I'm a beautiful Child of God and just because the world says I'm ugly doesn't mean it's true! That's a lie out of the pit of hell, and I refuse to believe a lie of the devil! I AM BEAUTIFUL!"
God has laid it on my heart to share my story with y'all. That's just part of it, and I'm sure a more detailed version will come later. I haven't written it out, and I'm kind of scared to. I don't like dealing with that emotional side, but I've put some of that emotion into an upcoming Christian novel titled, Entertaining Angels.
I know I don't discuss my writing career on here much because this isn't what this blog is for, but Entertaining Angels was written for the sole purpose of teaching young women their true worth and beauty. When it's finally released (which I hope will be in March), I'll announce it here as well.
Until then, you can sign up for my newsletter at www.emeraldbarnes.us to stay up to date with my writing career and follow ebarnes23.wordpress.com.
I hope you realize just how beautiful you are, brothers and sisters in Christ, and if you have a story to share, please share in the comments or through my email. If you have questions about finding your true worth, I'll help as much as I can. You can reach me at emerald_barnes (at) yahoo (dot) com
Much love and God Bless!